Showing posts with label blessed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label blessed. Show all posts

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Around the world....

having travelled around the sun for  four decades, hopefully we get smarter, clearer and sparkly
 i have realised a few things this last year 'round....


  • i like being on an adventure
  • being scared does not mean give up
  • only doing one thing at a time is ok
  • paying attention to the little things makes the world slow downand one feel younger
  • blooming is a slow process, can't you smell the fragrance of joy
  • cloud gazing with a child is one of the best things to do, ever
  • faces are wonderful
  • looking into the faces of those you love feels like home
  • there is not enough glitter and sparkles in the world
  • i am an artist
  • i am free
  • i am blessed
  • i am loved
  • i can twirl
  • simple stuff makes for an interesting life
  • sleep is goooooood

see you in the on going spin cycle......

sparkle & twirl*

ps. still feeling jet lagging in my brain, better posts & more photos to come

Monday, October 29, 2012

Rocamadour.....

A place of wonder.


This is what i wondered bout this little village in the south west of France.....
Who were the first people to live here and think,
"Mmmm vertical rock face, perfect for a village. Lets build up."?

I understand that it has been more than two millennia of nomadic human occupation and evolution for it to get to the cite that it is today. The earliest information is set in mystery and legend.
Yet the tenacity, audacity and fortitude people have had to maintain while clinging to the side of this escarpment is hard to fathom.
There is no wonder that there are a couple of churches here
One must have faith, to endure. 
Also when you look out across the valley and take in the beauty of both sides, a belief in a higher power is not surprising.


The four of us made out pilgrimage as a family touring, yet i had a very awe inspired experience.
I walked away with such gratitude and peace in my heart.
How is it that a place can help you have such an inner experience?








As we arrived the bells rang out, loudly across the valley. It was Sunday after all.
Driving to Rocamadour, i asked Mr M how he knew about this place. He said when he told a friend that we were going to Toulouse, the friend replied "Rocamadour". I then asked a number of questions about how our friend knew this town. Mr M did not remember. Well, to that friend i says thank you. 
It was a grand adventure today.

 I could see this town had heart from the beginning.
The architecture, so lovingly restored. In the high season a town like this must be flooded with tourists. My experience may be heightened by the fact it was a 6degree day at the end of October and that there were not bus loads of people today.

 Shutters to die for. 
Reflection of a gloriously sunny day.

 A place to admire, to contemplate, to pray....

On the left is a smaller chapel. 
An unusual shrine, a unique statue of Mary, alongside a shrine to Rugby.
Worship is worship. In all its forms.
On the right is the larger Miracle Chapel. With the statue of the black Madonna.

I saw this sign and my thoughts went into a spin. 
"Wait, i know about this.... I've read two books this year about the black virgin....
One of my aunts gave me a book for my birthday called Travelling with Pomegranates by Sue Monk Kidd. I read it, on out last holiday, as we drove 3000km across Australia. 
She is the same author who wrote Secret Life of Bees. Oh my goodness...

So now it held a personal connection.
As well as fictional characters, i had fallen in love with & interesting facts about these Madonnas, i could feel parallels within my own life lining up.
The natural curve of the rock sheltering the building, while the building is sheltering the pilgrims.

The angelic shielding the weary, heavy hearted & brave.

It was not really noticeable but there are skeletons painted onto the wall to the right of the door. 
Like graffiti from the middle ages. Kind of creepy.
I guess the elements of heaven & hell. Human & divine. 


I entered through the door, 500years old? On the wall was a list of the miracles that have been recorded here.
This is  a good idea to record your miracles. I think i might start a list and put it on my fridge.
This place was aglow with candle light. the ceiling joined with the cliff wall. A strange effect, the reverence of a church with the nature of exposed rock.
Sunlight illuminating the stained glass. Angels watching over us.
The kids just wanted to light a candle. Their dad scooped them up and steered them toward the main chapel. The tears welled up. All that i had read was real in an instant. The history, the energy, the stories slammed into my heart. I had no thoughts, just this strong feeling that i was somewhere familiar.

The black Madonna here oversees the miracles of saved ships. There are many ship models displayed.
This Madonna sits in a boat. I light my candle and shut my eyes like she is.
The tears spilled down my cheeks.
I was her, she knew me. 

The traditional Mary stood along side her shadow.

The contrast of light & dark. 
Both illuminating.

There she was.
I sat, and was filled with gratitude.
All of my struggles, frailty, joy sat on a throne before me.
I was the mother, the daughter, creator and muse.

They were singing "Halleluja

They were waiting for me outside.
I am blessed.





sparkle & twirL*

Monday, December 12, 2011

Light up your life...

The tree is up and lights are on.
Last week of school & work. 
Holidays are booked.
The festive season is upon us.
Focus on the togetherness, connectedness and forgiveness.
May you be gifted with all that your heart desires.
Deep peace, open arms, soft kisses, squealing & happy children,
full tummies and a soft place to land.
I don't know who you are,
but you are cherished,
you are unique,
you are Divine.
So am i.
 Important to remember at this time,
 when we can be so easily distracted.

sparkle & twirl,
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Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Life is funny like that.....

Ever laughed after being freaked out at how things work out? life has this funny way of twisting and turning out just how you never dared to dream it would. so i did the SARK e-course, a big decision, a big outlay. yet worth everything that i received. and the best things were the little surprises not on the itinerary: a connection to a creative community of dreamers, a new friendship which was launched while setting sail from unchartered vulnerabilities, hope, a hunger to paint, less fear to put myself, my art & my perspective out into the world.
my new friend sent me a link to Self Love Studio . i checked it out. it was free and is really good. i loved the interviews. i started doing the things suggested and i feel a freshness. it may just be the beetroot carrot and apple juice i've fallen in love with.
i started thinking about my body as a temple. the last 20years i have not been that good to my temple. and as i go into my 40th decade i would like my temple to see me through another 40. as come to the end of this inspiring path, i feel sad, where will the next spark spring from. i would like to say from with in, but i am not there, yet.
so i explore Christine's site and discover A Madly In Love With Me Kit. Again its free. I am thinking who is this person who is creating these free tools and resources for women just like me. i felt moved to write to thank her for her generosity and spirit. she wrote back to me straight away thanking me for my affirmations. so nice.
But it is me who is so grateful to have found a way to move toward my healthiest, strongest, loving and kindest self. In taking a Summer Retreat (in the middle of winter), from the comfort of my own house i know that i am blessed and on my way.
do you ever feel like you may not be able to hold in your heart or both arms the abundance of the Universe? so i want you to know i do, i do, i do believe in serendipity, fairies, synchronicity, prayers,angels, faith, love and a Universal Wise One. i just have to be open, vulnerable, brave enough to receive all that is out there for me.
i'll be doing some sparkling & twirling round here....
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Monday, June 21, 2010

Learning more about creating this space called BLOG



Just added a few badges. Loving my flickr photos that change in that badge. what next? maybe my fave music.....mmmmm............stay tuned.
i will try to fit some painting in between rearranging rooms, furniture and my mind. with big open hearted gratitude for all that i am blessed to receive. i throw my arms out wide and embrace all that is given. i see the wonder around me and look forward to sharing the riches of what i experience here, with you.
sparkle & twirl
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Sunday, June 20, 2010

Sunday is a day of rest.....

yeah right.....

Today was full of life. after collecting some office furniture, unloading that, making a hearty pasta lunch, with fresh baked bread, we then played with balloons, watched some cartoons and napped. the sun came out and we worked in the garden.

oh the blessed weeds. they grow with such vigour. whats up with that? they grow effortlessly in hard clay. with the rain the ground is softer, so weed removal is slightly easier. but i get so distracted, by the creatures, the ladybugs, the fat juicy worms, and these little blue robins with red chests. even the flowers the weeds grow are quite pretty. and the dandelion fluffs are cute. i love those dreamy, floaty little fluffs.

i do think i'm one of those gardeners who buy the books, read the advice, love the gardening shows, however not so good at it. bit like the person with all the cookbooks but just doesn't cook much. do you know what i mean? i don't mind being an imperfect gardener, but i wish i could be one of those ladies who potter regularly. getting into the tasks quickly, spending an earnest hour then going in for a cup of tea satisfied. there never seems enough hours in a day/weekend, especially with an active social life and little kids, who either want to help or need supervision. they are getting easier.

my work today looked like i had barely scratched the surface.
our poor neighbours, drive past wave and grimace as they feel their home depreciates with the jungle garden at the end of the street. we joked this week that the front yard makes our house look like its rented and we are not being good tenants. (hee hee)
they must think i'm weird as i dug, took photos, talked on the phone, sat on the bench, pulled weeds and kept yelling at the kids to stop using the water. (click on the photo to see the larger image)

the kids were having a glorious time under the trampoline as they created their chocolate factory. they were so cute and covered in black chocolatey MUD.
**note to self: make sure children in dark clothes when making mud pies.
pink velour tracksuit not ideal for this activity! (ha ha ha)
they were oh so very busy, creative and best of all, dirty. at the days end, they peeled off the clothes and they jumped into shower and were instantly transformed into pink, warm beanies again. ah...

i was reminded of my childhood memories of playing in the fields behind my family home, with the neighbourhood kids. in the winter the weeds grew taller than we were. we called it caterpillar land. it was a wonderland. i remember coming home at dusk, taking off the muddy clothes at the laundry door and getting into the steaming shower. i can still remember the prickling feeling in my toes and hands as the hot water soaked into my skin washing off the mud and making me pink and warm again.

i was singing the Hippopotamus Song today, the chorus goes:
Mud, mud, glorious mud
Nothing quite like it for cooling the blood
So follow me follow, down to the hollow
And there let me wallow in glorious mud....

we have this funny saying in our family, "gee i'm a lucky pig..." and this is how i feel. we say this because once someone meant to say "i'm a lucky duck" but they mis-said it and said pig, not duck. i guess the saying is because luck & duck rhyme. so pig sounds funny. but to us it is more auspicious. lucky duck is a fluke, a chance fortune. but the lucky pig is blessed. it is grander to be the pig then the duck. now this entry is getting ridiculous, but its been that kind of day.

a day full of blessings, gratitude, weeds, surprises and togetherness. thank God for Sunday. a day certainly set apart from the rest.....

hope your Sunday was sparkly too.....
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Friday, September 18, 2009

the boy turns six....

So blessed to have been chosen to be his mother.
He is growing so quickly.
So beautiful.
Very loved.
He is smart & funny, creative & twirly, tall & bouncy.
He likes salty & rainbow everything.
A spy & code breaker, a dancer & director, an artist & friend.
He is loving & thoughtful.
A son, brother, grandson, cousin, nephew & great-grand son.
My wish for him is a sunny birthday, lots of laughter,
play that is joyous, learning that inspires,
peace that is deep, all the colours of the rainbow everyday,
courage to face the challenges ahead, to know how dearly loved he is,
to feel how unique & special he is
and all that his heart desires.
May i be the best i can be in my parenting of you, darling boy.
These are my birthday wishes for you.
Love
Mummy
xoxoxox


Wednesday, August 5, 2009

the P!NK day

so this is what happened today.....
well lets start at yesterday, driving my son to school listening to the radio, they were having a competition to win tickets to a concert for the following night.
we listened and tried to guess the location of the pink house in someones driveway in a suburb far away.
we decided that the next day we would do this (today)
but we forgot
i had told my girlfriend about the competition, we shared a love of this performer and had longed to go see the spectacular show we had only heard about.
so she calls me this morning, breathless
she's got the tickets
driving out her driveway she spots the pink house in her neighbours driveway
the radio station man hasn't even come up to her yet
he is standing behind the stobie pole
we are going to the concert tonight
she hangs up
i turn on the radio
they throw to the announcers, who are asking for the next clue for the location and the man from behind the pole informs the listeners that unfortunately for them, (not us) there is a winner
my friend is on the radio
excitedly grateful for the find
how freaky is this
i tell you what, this is called the universe providing
i am shaking and have such an excitement in my body
its exhilarating
off i go tonight to see a spectacular spectacle
P!NK
i am blessed
serendipity is alive and well
what to wear......
sparkles
&
twirls
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