Another new beginning....
As i approach my 40th year i feel a sense of preparation. I must be a grown up now.
some of my choices and my self perception seem adolescently unhelpful to my being able to live fully in my life.
do i have my shit together? Not really. Some days are better than others.
overall i believe i am holding ME back from living a joyfilled-alive-compassionate-loving-life that has a depth which excites me and propels me.
i want to uncover the junk i carry emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually. lighten my load by healing the tender spots and letting go of that which no longer works for me but against me.
so that i may play, dance and run open armed towards those i love. i find myself too often pushing away those i love. this makes be feel sad?
So I think i will be leaping into health-full-ness, conscious living, open-hearted, vulnerably-fragile discomfort, this year. i am nervous. but here i go.....